WELCOME BACK!! ITS BEEN A YEAR!!

WELL!!! HELLO!!! WASSUP??!! WADDUP??!! HOW THE HEAVEN ARE YOU GUYS??!!
its been a year that i havent post yet :)
kinda miss ya!
yea i'm about busy for a year :( tasks everywhere.. the whole assignments just killing me :"(
there are a loads of up and down things i've been through.. sadness and happiness were become my lifestyle.. not only mine. but everyone did..
somethings change and somethings gone and somethings come.. its like that. i dunno what2do to make those sadness out from me. but God was fair to make me feel that..
i feel like i'm gonna blew up.
the most sadness things in my life when i lost someone that i loved.. then after couple days, i've lost something important to me.. oh geez. i just cant explain it with words. but my feeling was mess up. when i wanna cry, i feel like i cant.. i feel like i cant let my tears down again.. i feel like there is no tears again and i just cant think how to make it change. livin in this world.. make up things. make up my mind. then i guess i just have to move on and leave all those darkness things :(
i'm enough with those troubles. i wanna live happily ever after :( not ever after..
i wanna live happily forever :( and with the one i love :( the only one..
please keep one for me. the nicest one :(
it sounds like something i have to change.. YES I HAVE TO!
GOD HELP ME AND SAVE ME!! :((
I'm begging to you :(
and i want a colourful holiday :( amin..

I'm in!

HOOOW--LAAAAA >.<

its been 2 months since i havent write on my blog.
miss me? okay i know the answer is big yes. hahahha its bullshit. i know is a big big NO.
well i was having "ospek" in Padjadjaran University ~_~ my body feels like "tumbang".
GOOOOODDD help meee!! lend me Arnold Schwerzenaeger's body T___________T huhuhuhuh
no no not him, lend me someone's body from military club T_____________T
my mind was full of shitty and i couldnt think clearly!!
the evils team or we call them "TIMDIS" were sooo annoying -__________-"
I believe that they were really kindly people but they act like evils. more than just an evil! GOD! they were made of what??!!!! SHIT? POOP? DOG's POOP? or HELL?
I wish their sins were forgiven! AMIN.
back to the topic, and i have no time to hang out with my besties out there :'(
GOD GOD GOD. gimme some times to sharing with my friends, could You?
I was messing around rite now. I have no money, no boyfriend, no happy, and anothet no T______________T
I feel sooooo sleepy rite now and I think I will sleep early tonite :(
huuuuuuuuuuuuu my eyes cant stand the lights out there.
and my tummy feels empty. it seems like I havent eat for few days.
yooo I'm so starving with this tired situation and my money gone slowly -________-"
DAAAAMNN!!!!! how could I get more money? I'm so extravagant :(
wish my money increasing!! *what a silly me*
sorry if i blog spam -____________-" my mind isnt fresh.

okey, go to the last, I have to go to sleep. its 16.30 in here and I feel ssooooo f-in sleepy -____________-"
good evening! have a nice sleep!! おやすみなさい！！！ :*

Hay-LO

hey!
I'm back. this is Renny Novianty.
now I'm officially college student of Padjajaran University.
oh ya! you know what??!! my shoes just got bitten by dipshit rats and my maid is SOOOOO STUPID-FUCKING-SILLY!! I know its rude but please! your manners didnt seem kind anymore, biatch!! grrrrrr. I wish my house wont be crush by that bitch.
kalo udah nonton TV, SUSAAAAAAHHH banget dipanggilnya. udah gitu gatau malu. cih
gw aja tau diri wooooy!!
berasa diri lo bener apa?! awalnya sih gw baik baik aja sama lo, tapi lama lama kaya SAMPAH. shitty.
maaf kalo gw ngepost marah marah. thats the fact and I hate that maid so bad!
F* YOU!!

welcome back to me!!

moshi moshi!!
hello again people out there and bloggers!!
this is a very great chance for me.
its been a long long long time ago since I havent write any blog or I've been busy with exams!! :DDD hwaaa.
its very great pleasure for me to write in here again.
sorry if I havent write much cause I have to do something and pray of course!
oh ya, pray for me and give me the best for university yaa!! :DDD
I havent got any univ T_T poor me.
I hope I'll get UI or UNPAD!! AMIN AMIN AMIN YA ALLAH YA RABBAL 'ALAMIN!!!
please pray for mee yaaaw :DD
hihi
sorry if I just spam but I need ur support gais!!
thanks and muaaahhh :* hhahahaha

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my destiny ~~

heyhoo hulla bala bala guys :DD now its friday since I havent write in my blog DD:
hmmm.its been a long time.its about 20 days I havent write.I'm so busy with this kind of school.so, I was in my busy time. I was crying on my bed and thinking bout that I have done.. all the mistakes, and all of the bullshit that I said.. :((
I'm fulfill with sins..
and I'm actually a sinner..
I wanna be better than now.and live without sin ;)
my life is almost sucks everyday..
without my friends, I cant do anything..
and I missed my friends.. my best friends..
as I know, I was changing to be a stupid silly girl.and I cant change that anymore..
I wanna have more friends..
have more besties..
and okay, I wanna better boyfriend too.. :D
and the most important, I wanna be a success girl! got a better collage like Indonesian University or maybe having scholarship to another country and leave all of my fam.. besides, I missed my mom and dad. missed them a lot!! x((
I thought it was just a dream, and I wish that I will waking up from this dream..
a worst dream :'(
the worst dream that I never thought..
I missed my family..
so much.
in my heart, I cant be the best person if there is nobody who wants to supporting me :(
God, help me..
just let me in..

posting AT SCHOOL :D

well well well, long time I didnt write any blog. so I was writing on my desk in the computer lab in my School. I'm so bored and nothing to do. hahaha. my english not very well actually.. :)
hmm. lets start bout something important.. hmmm. well, almost 1 or 2 months I wasnt write in my blog. I'm so busy with my homework. not homework from school but real homework from my HOME xD hahhaa. I hate that words. I was being maid for too long. its about 1 month since my maid doesnt have any information cause she doesnt tell my brother and my sister that she doesnt come back from her village. ooohhhh GOD!!! help me!!!!!! I was screaming in my heart. just pray and pray and hope that maid will back. hmm.. I think better looking for the other maid cause she didnt work very well to in my house --".
in my mind, I hope that I can get a scholarship. AMIEN AMIEN AMIEN YA ALLAH YA RABBAL 'ALAMIEN :D because always pray that I can go somewhere with my friends, not being a maid. F*UCKING MAID!!! ah biaaatttccchhh.
and so, I'd love to be patient :D more patient can make my mind get better :) hope soo...
missed you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!! cup cup muaaah muah.heuheuheu :D
see yaa later.*